its been along time since i wrote something here well to speak frankly i ne been in a trip wuth my soul somewhere
i thought i found the happiness at last
he came to me as those of iflatonian heros >he promised that he weill be here beside me forever
he said that ive ilved in his soul since his birth and he had known me before our meeting
at the end i discoverd that all these things are merely lies
all my life i thought and belived that i am stronng women but realy i feel i am so weak
i am not crying any more .i am not weeping and there is no taste of bitterness and regret
but i feel there is something broken
ma be its the hope
may be its an old dream but i feel just like a bubble i feel so empty
i feel so silly cuz i am sad for this reason in the time when thousands are killed in my country
so many women are losing there beloved,loyal hasband.so many mothers are losing thier sons a nd im sad becuse of a big loser
well writing all these lines makes me feel better
it makes me braver (i think)so thankes blogeeee

Have u ever felt like ur a a failure?
We all pass thru very hard experience that
make us feel like losers or failures. We actually see all the doors closed.
So, I think my question is Have u ever felt that way? & What was it like
i wander if its bitter just like the taste of being idiot
i wander?????????

you know how it is when you tell me not to think of you or wait you every day
it is hard you say so
it just like asking me not to breathe,not to live and not get a soul
i know you are asking me so cause you how much i miss youand cause you have nothing to mend all these or stop my torture but till this moment your love is the most preciouse gift my lord have given to me and being away doesnt mean that i dont love you
life has choosen you to me so dear stop getting worried about me
i am fine
from my heart
thank you

Get this feeling and be happy for ever

youre my past,
my future,my all, my everything,
my six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
my laughs, my frowns
my ups, my downs
its a feeling that you get when you know that somethings true,
when i think of love i think of you
im looking at you while your sleeping here beside me,
oh, mere words cant explain the love i have inside
its more than just a physical thing, i know
its something like a spiritual connectioni feel it in my soul heart and mind
the sweetest thing is what you are
from you, i'll never be to far
,please say forever you will stay beside me
your beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
warm heated like the rays of the sun on summer day
sall i got to do is look into your eyes to lose myself
your the substance of my dreams,
epitomy of women
the only one i truly call mine
oohh when i think of love
i think of you
baby i love you,
baby i need you.

Lee Ryan